This is the painting that made me feel like an artist again after all these years.  It is a portrait of my brother Eric, who passed away the week before Christmas in 2009.  The entire year after his death was very difficult for me and I missed him so much.  As the anniversary of his death was approaching, I had this strong desire to paint his portrait.  My skills had become very rusty over the years, making me so nervous to paint ... so I started with a big prayer and continued to have a prayer in my heart as I painted.  I know this made a big difference in the outcome of the painting.  It felt like pure joy to paint my brother.  
When I look at this painting, I feel that my brother is full of peace.
oil on panel, 16 x 20